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Hi, I’m here because i really dont know where to go. Ive always had this feeling of like, sureness about things or knowing things being right or wrong about certain things right? its difficult to explain but i would just have some sort of intuitive feeling about certain religious and scientific matters, sort of like i had always known what was true and what was not, in a weird way, like i knew if the concept was true. and it wasnt even something i really acknowledged it was just the way i was. I didnt really notice it until i was about 15. its always been kind of just sitting there like some sort of thing i cant reach. like, things are at the back of my mind or kind of like on the tip of my tongue but i dont know what they are or how to access them, i just can feel they exist? to fast forward, i actually found out about otherkin (first and foremost therians) from my friend who was, not unexpectedly, making fun of them. it fascinated me, but i didnt feel any sort of connection to anything, and it did make me laugh and scrutinise the whole concept at first y’know? not out of hate I just didnt understand. and then i learned of Angelkin. and it was like… everything clicked? I guess. I dont have any memories just like.. feelings, nothing visual. Its sort of like a feeling of deja vu. when i discuss religion certain things just like, make my brain twitch a little? i seriously dont know how to explain it im sorry im just feeling really lost. ive been ignoring this for months and dont know who to go to. ive gone to cathedrals and done research and the more i do the surer i am, but i have no foundation for any claim to being ‘kin’. the first exposure i had to Angelkin was from tumblr, and i just cant trust anything said there because i can feel that theyre being disingenuous (not to say they all are, just so many things sound off). I dont expect anyone here to tell me who i am or what i should do, i guess im just looking for some sort of guidance is all. I would really like if someone could tell me their experience of identifying as Angelkin. Thanks